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  “Yeah, dude,” he said, smiling as he heaved himself up from the sofa. “That sounds great.”

  “Cool. Get your wallet and let's roll!”

  ***

  At seven a.m., my cellphone started buzzing next to my bed. If someone was calling me at that time on a Sunday morning, it either had to be a wrong number or an emergency. I looked at the number on my phone screen. It wasn’t a wrong number — it was my stepmother, Anne.

  I rubbed my eyes, still groggy from the deep sleep I'd been in, and picked up the call.

  “Hello?” I mumbled.

  “Emerson.”

  “Hi, Anne, what's up? Is everything okay?”

  I could tell by the tone of her voice that something was wrong.

  “It's your dad,” she said, cutting straight to the point.

  Dread crept into my veins. “What's going on?”

  “Well, I had to take him to the emergency room again. He woke up in the middle of the night with severe pain in his side.”

  “Yeah, that's been going on for a while. Has it gotten that bad now?”

  “Actually, Emerson, it has. He was hoping it wasn’t going to be anything and he wouldn’t have to worry you, but he went to the doctor earlier this week. They finally checked him out properly, and…” She paused. Trying to maintain her composure, but she was clearly on the verge of crying. “They've found a tumor, sweetheart. It’s cancer.”

  I felt as if I'd just been kicked in the stomach and the breath had been knocked out of me. I wanted to faint and throw up all at once.

  “Oh my God.”

  “There is some good news, though. Well, as good as it can be under the circumstances.”

  “Alright. What is it?” I half whispered.

  “They're able to operate. There's a very good chance they can remove the tumor with surgery, and they said they don’t believe the cancer has spread. So, while the long term prognosis isn’t too bad, the problem is the surgery itself. The tumor is close to his vital organs and it's going to be a risky procedure.”

  “When is the operation scheduled for? I'll come up right now.”

  “No, you don't need to come up now. He's probably going to be knocked out from the pain meds for most of today and tonight. But, I think he'd appreciate you being here tomorrow, the night before the surgery.”

  “Done. I'll take Monday and Tuesday off class. I'll leave first thing tomorrow morning and should get there by late afternoon tomorrow.”

  “Thanks, Emerson. You're a good son.”

  “Thanks for calling me, Anne. I appreciate it. Let me know if anything changes.”

  “I will. See you tomorrow.”

  “Bye.”

  I put my phone down and just lay back on my bed, my head reeling. I felt so helpless. All I could do was hope and pray my dad would be alright. In the meantime, I needed to keep my mind off of it. That meant studying until it was time to cook dinner for Brooke.

  ***

  I knocked on Brooke's door, carrying a tray with a pot of fragrant ravioli and a few side dishes I'd whipped up over the course of the last few hours. The cooking had provided me with a decent distraction from the worry about my dad. In the process of cooking, I'd realized that worrying was only making me feel worse. There was absolutely nothing I could do, aside from get to Dad's place the following day and be there for him before he went in for surgery. For the moment, though, it was best not to think about it. I hoped being with Brooke would be a big enough distraction from the horrible situation.

  Brooked opened the door with a smile, and I was slightly surprised to see that she’d put on makeup. Maybe she was taking dinner a little more seriously than I'd thought she would. I was immediately glad that I'd shaved, showered, and put on my favorite cologne before coming over.

  I stepped inside and couldn't help chuckling as I saw that she'd set up a few candles around the place as we had discussed.

  “Nice ambiance,” I said.

  “You asked for it. But if you don’t have wine, I’m blowing them out,” she replied with a wink. “So, what are you treating me with?”

  “Ravioli with a tomato cream sauce and side dishes of potato salad with herbs, bruschetta with basil pesto, and some olives and cream.”

  “Wow! Going the Italian route, huh?”

  “And,” I said, trying to draw out the moment of suspense, “some French red. So, don’t you dare touch those candles.”

  With that, I pulled my hand from behind my back, revealing the bottle of red wine I'd hidden there.

  “Oh, awesome!” she exclaimed.

  Her eyes looked absolutely gorgeous as they sparkled in the low, subtle candlelight.

  “Well, I dunno about you,” I said, “but I'm kinda starving. How about we sit down and enjoy this while it's still hot?”

  “That sounds lovely,” she replied. “Take a seat at the table, and I'll go get the wine glasses from the kitchen.”

  I took a seat and watched her sashaying over to the kitchen. I couldn't help but be mesmerized by the sway of her hips and the way her dress hugged the contours of her very shapely, firm butt. I felt a stirring down below and decided I'd better sit down and keep my lap under the table, lest my excitement become too…obvious.

  She returned, smiling and carrying two wine glasses and a corkscrew, which she set on the table in front of me.

  I uncorked the wine. “Say when,” I suggested as took her glass to fill. I started pouring, and when the glass was about three quarters full, Brooke said when.

  I filled my glass and clinked it against hers.

  “Here's to… Here's to…” I began but drew a blank when it came to completing the sentence.

  “Here's to chemistry,” she said, finishing my sentence with a cheeky grin.

  We both took deep swigs of our wine and then dove into the food. It was, without bragging too much, pretty damn delicious.

  We chatted as we ate, discussing topics like our classes, the people in them, our teachers, but also recounting days from high school, parties we'd been to, funny or embarrassing situations we'd been in. Chatting with her was natural; the conversation flowed.

  Eventually, the topic turned to my parents. I tried to maintain the upbeat tone of our evening, but I couldn't help immediately talking about my dad and what I'd learned earlier that morning. Brooke was so easy to talk to and such a great listener. I felt comfortable releasing all the emotions I’d had pent up since I’d gotten the phone call.

  “Oh my God, Emerson,” she said, and there was genuine concern and sympathy in her voice. “I'm so sorry to hear that.”

  “Thank you,” I replied.

  She reached across the table and took my hand in hers. A powerful stirring of electric excitement charged through me as her skin touched mine and I felt the warmth of her hand under the tips of my fingers.

  “If there's anything you need, I'm here for you,” she said. A glisten of tears rimmed the edges of her eyes.

  “Thank you,” I repeated, not really knowing what else to say. “That means a lot to me, Brooke. It really does.”

  “Well, I mean it,” she assured me.

  We sat in silence for a few moments before I gently withdrew my hand from hers. “Let's not talk too much about it, though,” I said. “I don't want to dwell on it.”

  “Alright,” she replied. “Well, now that we're done with dinner, how about we do something else?”

  “Sure,” I replied as I drained the last of my wine from my glass. “What do you have in mind?”

  “Well, how about another bottle of wine for starters?” she suggested, her eyes glinting with a flirtatious glow in the candlelight. “The night is still young.”

  “It's still young, indeed,” I agreed. “Bring it on.”

  CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE

  Brooke

  Hearing Emerson talk about his dad's medical situation really pulled at my heartstrings. In fact, I had to stop myself from getting all teary-eyed right there in front of him. I don’t know what it was
, but seeing him hurting broke my heart. I had to hold myself back from jumping out of my seat and wrapping my arms around him to comfort him. Instead, I took his hand. That’s when something happened. I could almost feel him calm down as our eyes met. It was as though the touch of my hand seemed to assuage some of the fears that were gnawing at his heart at the prospect of his dad having such a risky surgery.

  At once, all I wanted was to steer his thoughts away from all the worry and anxiety. So, I suggested, against my own rational judgment, that we drink more. I don't typically approve of using alcohol as a crutch, but once in a while, it can be a little therapeutic to drown one's sorrows in a few glasses of liquid courage. And, I sensed that poor Emerson had some pretty intense sorrows to drown.

  So, we headed to the sofa, our bellies satisfied with both wine and the delicious meal Emerson had made, and we sat down with a fresh bottle of dry red.

  The room wasn't spinning by any means. I was, however, feeling a bit of a heady rush from the bottle we'd already finished off. I wasn't quite drunk yet, but the buzz was coming on fast. We flopped down on the sofa, and Emerson uncorked the second bottle. He filled up a glass for me, one for himself, and he then clinked his glass against mine with a smile.

  “Thanks for a great evening,” he said.

  “It's not over yet,” I replied. “Unless you’re just ready to get the hell out of Dodge.”

  He locked his gaze on mine. “Not a chance.”

  An energy pierced the air between us. I could sense the heat of Emerson's stare, and could almost feel the pumping of his heart in that powerful chest coursing through the space between us. I immediately looked down at the glass in my hand, trying to breathe, but I couldn’t keep my eyes off of him as he leaned toward the coffee table to set the bottle of wine down. He caught me staring and smiled almost shyly, causing me to avert my eyes once more and sending a flush of heat through my cheeks.

  “Alright,” he broke the awkward silence, “how about we play a drinking game?”

  I laughed. “I have never played a drinking game!”

  “Well, all the more reason for you to do it now! What's life without trying new experiences?” He grinned and raised his eyebrows, challenging me.

  I considered his challenge for a moment before replying.

  “Okay. Fine. I'll play. What kind of game are you thinking of?”

  “How about a little game you might have heard of called…truth or dare?”

  He took a sip of his wine as he looked over the edge of his glass at me ever so suggestively. The intensity of his glance took my breath away. I pulled in a slow, deep breath as inconspicuously as I could.

  “Alright,” I agreed. “Let's do this. So how does the drinking aspect of it come in?”

  “Well, we'll play the classic truth or dare. You know how that works, right?”

  “I do, though it's been a long time since I played. I think the last time was in middle school. How do we add the drinking into it?”

  “Alright, so let's say it's your turn. I say to you, 'Truth or dare?', and you obviously have to pick one of those options. If you pick truth, I ask you a question and you have to tell me the truth. If you choose dare, you have to do whatever dare I suggest. Now, here’s the drinking part. If you don't wanna tell the truth, or don't wanna do the dare, you have to drink a large gulp of wine. Got it?”

  “Yeah, sounds easy enough. So, who's gonna go first?”

  Emerson took a quarter out of his pocket. “I'll flip a coin. Loser goes first.”

  “Deal.”

  He grinned as he positioned the coin on top of his thumbnail.

  “Heads or tails?” he asked.

  “Heads.”

  He flipped the coin up into the air, caught it and slapped it into the palm of his left hand. He kept it covered for a few tantalizing seconds before he revealed the outcome.

  “Ha!” he exclaimed. “It's tails! Looks like you're up first, Brooke. So, what's it gonna be? Truth or dare?”

  I sipped on my wine before answering. “Truth.”

  “Alright. I'll start off mild, ease you into the game. So, my question for you is: How old were you when you had your first kiss?”

  I chuckled. “Alright, that’s easy enough. I'll answer that one. I was thirteen.”

  “Thirteen, huh? And, who was it with?”

  “Um, you only get one question, mister. Nice try.”

  “Yeah, you're right, you're right, I was pushing it there.”

  I smiled. “But I’m feeling generous. I'll tell you anyway. His name was Jimmy Chamberlain. He lived down the street from me at the time. There were some woods near our house. He and I used to go to the woods to catch fireflies in jars in the evenings. So, one evening we were out with our jars sitting on this old fallen tree trunk when this huge swarm of fireflies came through the trees. It was amazing. Looked like something out of a movie. I remember watching in awe, looking at all these little insects drifting through the trees like floating stars. We were so amazed that we didn't even try to catch any of them. We just sat in silence watching this spectacle unfold. Before I realized it, we were holding hands, and the next thing I knew… Well, my first kiss.”

  Emerson smiled warmly. “That actually does sound like something out of a movie,” he said. “What ever happened to little Jimmy?”

  “Oh, I dunno. My family moved soon after that, and we didn't stay in touch.”

  “Oh.”

  “Yeah,” I sighed dramatically. “Young love. I guess it just wasn't meant to be. Anyway, enough about my sad love life. It's your turn. So, truth or dare?”

  He fired a cheeky smile at me. “I'm gonna go with dare.”

  “Alright, mister! Give me a moment to think of something suitable.” I scrunched my nose as I thought. “Got it. Ready?”

  “As I’m gonna get.”

  “I dare you to walk out on the balcony, do a Tarzan yell as loud as you can, then announce to the neighbors that Brooke is the best neighbor ever! Loudly.”

  He grinned and complied without hesitating. When he returned to the couch, I was laughing hysterically.

  “If the cops are called, I’m telling them you did it,” he announced as he sat down.

  I just shook my head and tried to stop laughing. “They’d never believe me. My Tarzan cry isn’t nearly as good as yours,” I admitted.

  “Yeah, yeah. Well, put your money where your mouth is. Take a dare,” he taunted.

  “Fine. Dare.” The word slipped out before I even thought about it.

  He didn’t hesitate. “I dare you to tell me what you really think of me.”

  I almost told him. I opened my mouth and just as he thought the words were going to come out, I slowly raised my wine glass and gulped down what remained in it with a sly grin.

  “Oh, that was just wrong,” he grumbled.

  I laughed.

  Three truths, a dare, and another empty bottle of wine later, it was his turn.

  “Okay, Tarzan, what’s it’s going to be? Truth? Or dare?” I asked.

  “I think it’s time for another dare.”

  We both took sips of our freshly poured wine. I was really starting to feel the effects, its soothing heat moving through my body. I also felt my inhibitions starting to fall away, but I was at a point I really didn’t much care.

  “Okay, Emerson, I dare you to…strip down to your underwear.” I was more surprised at what I’d dared him to do than he seemed to be.

  He didn't even bother to protest or hesitate. He stood up immediately and whipped off his shirt, which he flung across the room stripper-style — a move that got me giggling like a schoolgirl. Then he slowly undid his belt, dropped his jeans around his ankles, and climbed out of them. Next thing I knew, he whirled them around his head like a lasso. I couldn't help but laugh. While I was giggling, he tossed them across the room, as well. He was left standing in his underwear — tight, black boxer briefs, which left almost nothing to the imagination, as the contours of the bulge protruding from t
hem was plain to see. I couldn't stop myself from taking in the whole spectacle of his gloriously hard, defined body. Every muscle seemed to have been chiseled from smooth marble. There didn't seem to be an ounce of fat lurking anywhere on him. I stared for a moment before it hit me that I should say something or do something; I'd been staring at him so long it was becoming a bit embarrassing.

  “Alright then, well done!” I laughed. “Now it's my turn again, right?”

  “That it is,” he replied, and then sat down next to me in his underwear.

  “Umm…Emerson, I didn't say you have to stay in your underwear, ya know. You executed the dare, you can get dressed now.”

  He smiled, and I’d have sworn there was a hint of something strongly suggestive in his smirk.

  “I'm comfortable like this,” he said. “Besides, don't you think it's kinda hot in here?”

  It was definitely hot, although whether that was from the actual temperature in the room or the fact that Emerson was now basically naked next to me, I couldn't say for sure.

  “Um, yeah, it's absolutely a little warm in here,” I responded, not quite able to look him in the eye. “So, yeah, let's get on with the game.”

  We each drank the last of the wine in our glasses and then topped them off again. I realized how quickly we'd been drinking and how the alcohol was starting to hit me. I was feeling pretty light-headed.

  “Alright, truth or dare?” he smirked. “And don’t say truth again, chicken.”

  “Okay. Dare.”

  A devious smile turned up the corners of his luscious lips. “I dare you to move closer to me.”

  I complied, all the while staring him down like I wasn’t fazed. But I was. He was dangerously close. “Your turn,” I half whispered.

  “Dare.”

  “I dare you to tell me what you’re thinking right now.” I narrowed my eyes at him.

  “I’m thinking that I really want to kiss you,” he breathed.

  My pulse quickened.

  “Your turn,” he reminded me when I didn’t speak.

  “Truth.”

  Emerson locked his eyes on mine with a smoldering gaze. “If I kissed you, would you like it?”