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  "Ooo, Big T likes that, baby."

  Trent's voice was heavy, but I heard it clearly. Before I could stop myself, I turned the handle and threw open the door.

  My boyfriend was bent over, one knee on his twin bed, the other foot planted on the floor. Standing square behind him with his pants around his ankles was a short guy with black curly hair.

  #

  Trent's lover grabbed his pants but still tripped as he pushed away from my boyfriend. Trent dove onto the bed and rolled into the covers, but not before I saw he was completely naked.

  "You're gay?" I asked, though it came out as more of a shout.

  "Don't overreact, Quinn," Trent said. He stood up and wrapped the bedspread around his waist. "I think we can all be adults about this. John knows all about you."

  "I know. I introduced you two!" I could not control the volume of my voice.

  Trent shushed me as he dodged around and shut the door behind me. "Oh, yeah. I forgot about that."

  "We're in the same nursing program," I said. "I introduced you at the mixer last month. Wait, how long has this been going on?"

  John buckled his pants and pulled on his shirt. Then, he crossed his arms and looked at Trent. "I thought she knew about us."

  "And that's supposed to make it okay?" I asked.

  John shrugged. "Trent said you were cool with it. I thought you two had, like, an open relationship or something."

  "Is that what you told him?" I asked Trent.

  "Look, Quinn, I get it. I should have told you, but this is all kind of new for me," Trent tried to explain.

  "What exactly is new for you?" I asked. "Being gay, cheating on your significant other, or getting caught?"

  John smothered a laugh. "I like her. So, I'm going to get out of here."

  "Wait, no," Trent said. He blocked the door. "Quinn, you're right. This is not how you should have found out. I meant to tell you. I meant to tell her, John. I really did hope everything I said would be true."

  "What did he say?" I asked John.

  "He said you were the best girlfriend he's ever had. Like a best friend, a perfect date, and a good kisser all wrapped up in one person," John said.

  "Just minus a penis," I said.

  John gave me a sympathetic smile. "Trent's not gay, honey. He's bi-sexual. What he wants is both of us. I'm not big on sharing, but you're a dear and I think we'd get along."

  I turned to Trent and strangled my hands together to stop them from shaking. "So, what John's telling me is that you want to date me, but have sex with him?" I asked.

  "Both of you," Trent said, reaching for my hand. "I like having sex with you, too."

  I pulled away. "You cheated on me!"

  "We never really talked about exclusivity, Quinn. And this is really something totally different. I didn't have sex with another woman. You're the only gal for me."

  "We haven't dated anyone else for months," I said. "There wasn't anything to talk about. We were a couple. That means 'two,' Trent. Not two people plus a little fun on the side. It doesn't matter who you did it with. Cheating is cheating."

  "Come on, Quinn, so I screwed up. That doesn't mean we have to break up," Trent said.

  "It does to me," I said. I rubbed my forehead. "I guess it’s good you didn't come to the funeral. Owen's the only one that knows about you."

  "Owen?" Trent asked. "You're oh-so-hot best friend flirt fest? The one that was 'dating' your sister but actually all over you? You were with him this weekend?"

  "With him? He was at Sienna's funeral! Like you were supposed to be. Of course, I talked to him. I needed someone to lean on," I said.

  Trent crossed his arms. "Oh, so you leaned on him? Now's who’s the cheater?"

  "I didn't have sex with him!" I shouted.

  "No, it's worse. You cheated on me emotionally," Trent said. "I know how you feel about him. For God's sake, Quinn, you should see your face when you talk about him." Trent turned to John. "She has his magazine cover on her desk. Total crush."

  "So what?" I asked. "He was there when I needed someone. While you were here with John. And that's the end of it." I pushed Trent aside and opened the door.

  "Wait. Are you breaking up with me?" Trent asked.

  "Yes. Goodbye. Good luck, John," I said and slammed the door behind me.

  I was still heaving angry breaths when the phone rang. "Darla?" I asked.

  "Quinn, where are you? Are you out of breath?" my roommate asked. "You can't seriously be going to class right now."

  "Now's not the best time, Darla."

  "Okay, fine. It’s just I saw your stuff so I know you're on campus. I just wanted to make sure you were heading to class. Do me a favor, okay? Before you head off to see Trent will you come back? We need to chat," Darla said.

  "Chat about Trent?" I asked.

  "Yes. Maybe it’s no big deal but I don't want you to get blindsided by rumors," Darla said.

  "What rumors?"

  My roommate hesitated and then plunged ahead. "I don't want to do this over the phone, but I saw Trent at this big party."

  "When he was supposed to be with me at my sister's funeral," I said.

  "God, yeah. This is awful. Just come back here after class, okay?" Darla asked.

  "Its fine, just tell me," I said.

  "Well, I was at the party too, and I saw Trent there with someone," Darla said. "He was with a guy and they were, ah, really getting to know each other."

  "Like go back to his dorm room and have drunken sex?" I asked.

  "Oh my God," Darla said. "Did you already go over there? What happened?"

  I reached our dorm room and once I was inside I dropped my phone. "What happened is I went to Trent's and found him having sex with John."

  Darla dropped her phone too. "Quinn, I'm so sorry. What did you do?"

  "I broke up with him," I said. There were no tears in my eyes. I blinked and realized how my hurt was mixing with relief.

  "So, what do you want to do now?" Darla asked.

  "I'm heading back home for a few days," I said.

  The four-hour drive was a blur. When I got home, my parents had not even remembered I had left. So, I grabbed some snacks and headed to the basement before the tears came.

  CHAPTER SIX

  Quinn

  I had to dive into the chocolate ice cream first. Every television show, movie, and girl's night had taught me that chocolate ice cream was the magical elixir for broken hearts. And it was a good distraction from the other emotions I was feeling.

  I tried a few bites, but the cold sweet slide of the ice cream did not lessen my hurt, the future embarrassment, or the strange mix of relief and excitement my sudden single state caused.

  Next up was a glass of red wine. It had been easy to boost from my parents' kitchen. A few open bottles remained after the reception, so I took the fullest. I sipped down a double pour while I thought about Trent.

  His constant need for attention was exhausting, so the idea of him wanting a girlfriend and a lover made sense. I just could not fit myself into that equation. And how had I not noticed his attraction to men? It just showed me that one major flaw in our relationship was the amount that I was involved. Trent was fun and the rest had not really mattered to me.

  Still, it hurt. The red wine was helping, but I decided against watching sad movies and bawling my eyes out. What I really wanted to do was eviscerate something.

  I turned on my gaming consul and cued up Dark Flag. Before long, I was running alongside the Black Fields. One of the perks of my break-up, I decided, was that it did not matter if I hoped to see Owen in the game. Light Slayer was single and so was I.

  My thoughts skittered off nervously and so did my avatar. Was Trent right? Had I been cheating on him emotionally with Owen? I depended on Owen for good advice, a shoulder to cry on, and ways to cheer me up. It seemed like my actual boyfriend had been more jealous of my crush on Owen than I was over his suddenly-discovered relationship with John.

  No, I thought,
I was just out for revenge. Trent had hurt me and the very first thing I could think about was hurting him right back. That seemed to go along with a break-up just as naturally as ice cream. Just because Owen was the first person I thought about did not mean anything out of the ordinary. Neither did the excited pace of my heartbeat as I traversed the Black Fields where Light Slayer had last been seen.

  Still, I was more surprised by the appearance of Owen's avatar than I was by the sudden attack. A Black Fields Boa, a nasty creature that was half person, half snake, appeared and coiled a paralyzing grip around my sword hand. I struggled to master the kick-boxing sequence of commands. Luckily, the other player was also a newbie, so the Boa was still unable to undulate, and I sent a hard kick to his chest.

  "Impressive," Light Slayer said.

  I ignored the soaring feeling and typed, "Thanks. Guess this proves hand-to-hand combat heals a broken heart better than chocolate ice cream."

  "Broken heart?" Light Slayer asked.

  I heard a few of his clan members express their disappointment when our conversation moved to a private chat.

  "What happened? Are you okay?" Owen asked over chat.

  "You would never believe me," I wrote back. "I broke up with Trent today."

  "What did he do?" Owen asked.

  I smiled. Only Owen would immediately assume that Trent had done something wrong. The immediate proof that Owen was definitely on my side warmed my heart. "I caught him having sex with another man."

  There was a long pause before Owen typed, "Screw hand-to-hand combat. You need a drink. Come over."

  A hurricane of conflicting thoughts and emotions followed me up the stairs and into the car. No matter what my brain said, my body took me straight over to Owen's apartment.

  He opened the door brandishing a bottle of tequila. "Was that a typo or did you actually catch your boyfriend having sex with a guy?"

  It was hard not to fall right into Owen's open arms. I had been on the verge of tears for hours, but they just would not come. I knew if I felt the warm circle of his arms around me, I would not be able to hold them back. It was very tempting, but I managed to remind myself I was not out for revenge. Owen's friendship meant more to me than that.

  I held up the bottle of red wine I had brought for myself, an unopened bottle from my father's collection that I realized might actually cost close to one hundred dollars. "Not a typo. Where's your wine opener?"

  He opened his apartment door wide and pointed towards the kitchen. It had been almost four months since I had dropped by his place before Sienna and I drove back to UCLA. The open layout and leather furniture were classic bachelor pad, but it felt comfortable. His roommate had not lived there very long and had barely made a personal mark on the place. Everywhere I looked were little reminders of good times with Owen.

  "Is that the rock I made you lug all the way back from Calico Basin because it looks like Yoda?" I asked.

  Owen knocked back a shot of tequila. "Yes. But no changing the subject. Trent, cheating, break-up, go." Owen looked a little rough around the edges and I wondered why he had started drinking without me. It was nice to have a friend so upset on my behalf, but it seemed like more.

  I poured a large glass of wine and shrugged. "Now that I think about it, Trent might have just been something to do."

  Owen clapped a hand over his mouth to keep from spitting tequila across the kitchen island. He swallowed hard and cleared his throat. "'Just something to do?' My, my, Ms. Thomas, you are a modern woman."

  "I meant between classes and homework," I said before I realized that sounded just as bad. "No. What I mean is that I was only dating him for the distraction. Though, that might just be the hurt and wine talking."

  "Drink more, get to what happened today," Owen said. He led me around the kitchen island and over to the leather couch. His big-screen television was still cued up to Dark Flag. Light Slayer was paused surveying the Black Fields. Below, his clan members were running some of the missions he had sent them on. The messages flooded back to him down the left hand of the screen. In the upper righthand corner, I could see his list of flagged players open in the corner. I was at the top of the list.

  "I introduced him to this cute nursing major in my program," I said. "Oh, God. I remember talking with Trent about how adorable John was that night. Am I just completely oblivious?"

  "No. People are in relationships for all kinds of reasons. Just because you did not psychically know he was attracted to this John does not mean anything. It just did not disrupt what you wanted out of your relationship. So what did?"

  "I walked in on the two of them in Trent's dorm room today," I said.

  Owen slammed his shot glass down on the coffee table and poured himself another messy shot. "Fucking hell, Quinn. I know how that feels. I'm sorry."

  "You know how that feels?"

  Owen picked up the shot glass and paused. He then sat back very carefully, took the shot, and turned to face me on the leather sofa. "I know exactly how it feels. I walked in on Sienna fucking some other guy."

  #

  The tequila shots and foul language suddenly made sense. Owen was feeling the same things I had. His empathy was driving him to drink and curse and reach for my hand. His agate-blue eyes were locked on mine and I could see he was telling the truth.

  "Sienna cheated on you," I said. I had to look away, down into the deep red of my glass of wine. Then, I took a long, slow drink. My insides were fluid, loosened by the red wine, and his confession had sent a tsunami through me. I took his hand and felt his warm, hard grip.

  Owen shifted on the sofa but his eyes did not leave mine. "About the same time you met Trent, I came to campus to surprise Sienna."

  "I remember," I said. "You had called me about her class schedule."

  "It was going to be our half-anniversary. She always liked to create as many celebrations as possible. We hadn't celebrated a ‘halfversary’ for a few years," he said.

  "Except I remember she found out and told you it wasn't a good time," I said. "I didn't tell her."

  "I know. Things had not been going well for a long time. After she moved to UCLA, we became more pen pals than girlfriend and boyfriend. I knew it was over, but I needed to see her face-to-face."

  "And instead, you saw that," I said. The same cliff-falling feeling that had come over me was in Owen's eyes. The scene with Trent and John flashed in front of my eyes and I drained my glass of wine. Even then, the image still swum before my eyes. "She never thinks, thought about what other people might do or feel. Why couldn't she just be the bigger person and break up with you?"

  "Is that what you wanted Trent to do?" Owen asked.

  "Yes, but that's totally different. He wants me to be the kind of girlfriend that understands he likes to have a little guy action on the side. He didn't even think it was cheating. Sienna knew she was cheating on you." I stood up, agitated.

  "Sienna didn't want to break up because she liked the image of sweet collegiate girl with a high school sweetheart," Owen said. "And I wanted to visit to see if she had outgrown that yet or not. I got my answer and it was alright. We had been over for a long time."

  "That's a terrible reason to keep dating someone and you just let her," I said.

  "I know, but would you and I have kept talking if I wasn't with Sienna?" The question burned his throat more than the tequila and he cleared it a few times in a row. "Now, wait. This is supposed to be about you. Are you going to take him back?"

  I went to pour more wine. My mind was sloshing around, but I tried to stay on topic. "I really liked him. He was a lot of fun. He was funny. He liked to do a lot of the things I like."

  "Good grounds for a friendship," Owen said.

  "Isn't that the best foundation for a real relationship?" I asked.

  Owen poured another shot of tequila. "Does Trent play Dark Flag? Let me guess, is he the Boa I saw you bashing into the ground earlier?"

  "No," I laughed. "Trent is not into video games. Now that I
think about it, he hates video games."

  "Good," Owen said. "Let's play."

  CHAPTER SEVEN

  Owen

  It was hard to keep my mind on the game. Quinn bit her lip every time she tried a new sequence on the controller. It was adorable. No, that was not the right word for it. Seeing her strawberry lips bitten brighter was too delicious. Then they parted in a breathless little victory laugh every time the move worked. It made it impossible to keep my eyes on the screen.

  "So, let me guess, you were just running around Dark Flag kicking butt and taking names when your phone rang," Quinn said.

  "What?" I blinked and looked back at our avatars. We were on the crest above the Black Fields and my clan was starting to gather.

  "When someone called and offered to sponsor your playing," she said. "Were you just sitting around in your boxer briefs playing at noon on Tuesday?"

  "Stop talking about my underwear," I said. "I play fully dressed. What have I told you about gamer stereotypes?"

  "That's not a gamer stereotype, it’s a guy thing. I know you all take your pants off the first chance you get." She nudged me with her elbow and laughed.

  I could not tell her it was her pants I wanted to take off. "Are you asking me how I got my job?"

  "Yes. Did someone just notice you were the rock star of online games and track you down?"

  "No. It takes a little more than that," I said. "I know it’s hard to believe, but this is a real profession. I started off as a Beta Tester for a gaming company. Before that, I got all kinds of experience writing code. It’s taken years to get where I am."

  "When did you learn to write code?"

  "In high school. My part time job was to write the code for games other people were creating. It’s why I started to play video games so much," I said.

  Quinn flipped back her wavy chestnut hair. "What's Beta testing?"

  "It’s when a game is nearly finished. The creators need people to actually play it. Players uncover all the inconsistencies and bugs. Then, the creators go back and fix it all before wide release," I said.